I don't know what's wrong with my heart. I'm really not understand with my heart. why my heart is stilk trembling when he is walk beside me. I avoided to stop it but... I don't know what should I do cause my heart is still trembling. AAAAA forget it!! I should not feel that way back for him. no!! just not him but every boy except BARO oppa for now
Why god just make one world?? I want go to another world where just me at there. No one~~~~
Yes, nothing should regret. Jusy thinking i throw damn. I can watch sulli and minho and they are no right?? Haha and I can study to prepare for my test also right?? Ok start from monday I promise this is never happens again. FIGHTING!!!
Huft today is bad day. Why I come?? I should know that will be a bad day if I do. AAAAA why I COME???? I lose my money and not gets nothing huhuhuhu and my feet is sick now. I betrayed baro oppa to huhuhu. That's like... I run for my ex but in in the end I reach to some I loves. Should he forgive me and let me loves him again?? I really want cry now
"keajaiban adalah usaha" -Minho-
"mimpi adalah milik semua orang" -Dream high-
Should I believe that?? I try to believe but sometimes I lose everything to believe. I want believe but Nobody believe me. That so difficult to try that. I work hard for my dream. But... I think For who I caught my dream?? Of course my people who around me right?? But that's for them. I'm not get anything from my dream. I know that will happend. People there out also make me fight cause my dream. I don't want it. But why this must happend?? Why I must always Fight?? Why people just thinking to kill me?? Why they kill me from behind, front, On, beside and every side?? Why all people always bad to me?? Is there out really nobody kind for me?? Why?
I don't know who I am now. A nice person or bad person? Whatever who I am.. I must like who I am now
